Did It Again

Did it again, committed one of those sins.
Question arises: Did I learn any lessons?

Grieved my spirit, and God’s as well.
But only defeat comes, if on it I dwell.

Searched my heart, but I must search deeper
For the solution of my soul’s Keeper.

I was born solely to glorify Him;
Is my best to continue in sin?

But for His grace I’d be a goner,
Yet, presuming on grace gives Him no honor.

Hear my prayer for strength from Your store.
Fill me up and I’ll sin no more.

You have better things planned for me.
Give me strength to rest, holy in Thee.

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I WEEP

Mystic Mountain Nebula (Hubble) 

In my room I know You are with me,
on my bed I feel
Your glorious presence.

Yet, these walls cannot contain You.
Your presence pushes them outward
to completely fill my house.

Yet, my home’s outer walls burst from
Your irrepressible Being;
You are not confined.

You push my world further outward,
further upward til they become
a mansion of hills and sky.

Still my space crowds your grandeur;
hills become craggy peaks;
sky fades to star-filled blackness.

All I see cannot encompass Your glory,
but serves as Your furnishings,
even Your humble foot stool.

My imagination cannot define You.
My heart bursts from
Your loving presence.

I weep.

Faith’s Other Side

What’s bright is not always beneficial.

In today’s Our Daily Bread devotional, Mart DeHaan wrote about trusting God, and included a short poem by that famous Greek author, Anonymous.

Trust when your skies are darkening,
Trust when your light grows dim,
Trust when the shadows gather,
Trust and look up to Him.

Sometimes our faith gets turned on end when God seems to work against us, rather than for us. If in those difficult times we want to, as Apostle Paul wrote, “press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus,” we have to check out the the faith-coin’s other side. If you haven’t guessed that hidden message, read Anononymous’ poem again. That’s right; it’s trust!

You’ll find trust easy to grasp when your world is progressing swimmingly, but you may find it more illusive when you feel like you’re up to your eyeballs in piranha. So, what’s the key to flipping that faith-coin? The psalmist knew the secret:

It is good for me that I have been afflicted,
That I may learn Your statutes.
(Psalm 119:71)

Find your “statutes” in the Bible, in both the Old and New Testaments. I’m not talking about the Ten Commandments and other laws found in the Torah, but the godly principles that apply to us as directly as they did to God’s people Israel. That verse from Psalm 119 spells out God’s purpose in allowing affliction in your life; if you have founded it on the Rock, affliction drives you to His Word for faith-building. If faith were a building, trust would be the roof that keeps you dry and safe in the worst storms. As long as I’m pushing metaphors to the limit, 1 Corinthians 3:9-15 gives you a Bill of Materials for your house.

Oh, you may think the pounding rain, the gale-force winds, the torrential flood, and the thunder and lightening will get to you, but as faith brings trust, trust brings, “the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, (that) will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:7)

No Limits

Black hole projecting
God’s immeasurable power
Unending joy

A YouTube video, THUNDERBOLTS OF THE GODS, purports to debunk the gravitational theory of matter. In case you’re curious, the gravitational theory supports such profound conclusions as the Big Bang. And the comprehensive new theory that explodes the Big Bang?

The Electrical Universe.

Since I completely understand that complex theory, and you no doubt need a third grade-level explanation, I’ll break it down into comprehensible bits for you. (I hope you caught the self-deprecating humor there.) Electrical Universe-boosters assert the existence of plasma* conduits throughout the universe. If you’ve ever seen a small plasma globe, or a massive lightning bolt, you have some idea of how a plasma conduit functions.

According to that theory, all that incomprehensible—dare I say, “infinite”— electric power surging throughout the universe generates equally incomprehensible magnetism, which holds the universe, and everything within the universe, together. To illustrate, try prying two five-pound rare earth magnets apart after they’ve crushed your hand to roughly paper thickness.

So, what does that have to do with this blog’s theme of bearing spiritual fruit? One word: Change. Or more precisely, and with considerably more than one word, constant change within the fields of theoretical physics and cosmology (not cosmetology) rule out any possibility of figuring out creation’s whys and wherefores; there’s just too much to know. In fact, we’ve hardly begun to decipher the DNA code that predetermines the purpose, design, and placement of every one of the billions of cells in our bodies. And if our DNA isn’t complex enough, the amoeba’s genome is 200 times more complex than ours.

Back in the olden days of gravitational theory, scientists of a certain pugnacious mindset ruled out God’s existence based on their all-inclusive explanations of the universe’s existence and function, which were based on theoretical physics. In short, their materialistic theories didn’t need a god, so why believe in one? But they still haven’t gotten around to explaining why He can’t exist.

Please note, I am not saying that proponents of the Electrical Universe Theory include God in their ideas, but the mere fact that it opens an entirely new field of investigation shows that our universe holds infinitely more secrets than science can ever explain, or even explore. Thus, my title: No Limits. And that also characterizes God. The Creator simply spoke the universe—all universes, if you happen to be a quantum physicist—into existence. Imagine what He could do if He put His back into a project.

* Plasma is a fourth state of matter distinct from solid, liquid or gas, and is present in stars and fusion reactors; a gas becomes a plasma when it is heated until the atoms lose all their electrons, leaving a highly electrified collection of nuclei and free electrons. Plasma is the most electrically conductive substance in the universe.

And they were bringing children to him that he might touch them, and the disciples rebuked them. But when Jesus saw it, he was indignant and said to them, “Let the children come to me; do not hinder them, for to such belongs the kingdom of God. Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.” And he took them in his arms and blessed them, laying his hands on them. (Mark 10:13-16)

Jesus draw me close,
Place me in your lap of love.
Tears will wet your robe.

Non-Swimmer’s Lament

Surf, but not for some
who dive in, get wet,
who know real surf,
and thrill to the threat.

Cold water, so refreshing,
life healing, and
soul cleansing, but
it may be messy.

I want to be bold,
to get soaking wet,
yet, I may catch cold,
so I play at the edge.

Spirit says, “Come to me!
Leap into my waters!
Refresh yourself,
nothing else matters.”

So I leap, in halting faith,
swim warm—
not cold,
soaked with infinite grace.

Why did I not leap sooner,
a coward to the core?
But he is always faithful,
that I might fear no more.

Trying

Trying to be thankful for what You are doing,
Though at times it is so hard to bear.
Giving You credit for blessings hard to see,
Though I know the price You paid to care.

Trying to be patient with Your perfect labor,
As You’ve shown Your patience endlessly.
Always flesh blaming You for lying,
As the real liar accuses shamelessly.

Trying to be faithful in this life You gave me,
From your endless store of perfect love.
Hope not seen makes hope more pure,
When Your perfect timing makes You move.

Father, I don’t understand Your true, infinite nature;
All I have to give is incomplete.
When your Word reveals His glorified flesh,
I’ll be there to see Him, perfect when we meet.